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Warning: Some freaky shit lies within. Please go prepared.
Life is... confuzzling.

My dad is getting a new job. Which means I can't go to the tech school. Apparently my dad is going to be working long ass hours.

I will be getting internet, but due to how my mom is, and the fact that I'll have to be going to an online school, I'm not sure if I'll get any actual casual use.

If you're wondering what I mean by "how my mom is" I mean: She does not want to sign another contract in her life for satellite internet, and due to how bitchy she is, we'll never use dial-up again.

I'm supposed to somehow use a hotspot for internet, both casual and school use.

And with my dad getting a new job, my mom is quitting her current job and she is already wallowing in self-pity. I'm not dealing with this shit. I am not. She wants to do nothing and bitch about how life will never change, that is her decision. But I am not going to be her therapist and best friend and private investigator. I got tired of all that shit last year.

I do honestly have sympathy for the woman, I do. But I think it's because I love my mother. The woman who raised me. Not this complaining, pity-partying, hypocritical bitch.

My mother used to be a totally different person before all this happened. The woman who I deal with on an everyday basis now... she's not my mother.

I honestly just don't know what to do. It looks like my life is getting better but then there is still a price. The price being high to pay as always.

I don't really know. I just know I have to find an online school that relies on something other than videos to teach.

Oh well. I'm looking forward to Yamacon. I'm thinking about selling enough adoptable to buy my first lolita dress and petticoat. And blouse, stockings, gloves, and headband if I can.


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techgnotic Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015
Happy Birthday!!

happy DA B-day :3 
IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014   Writer
Thank you for the favorite. <3 Your webcam made me giggle. c:
pa3kpanda Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!!
ij386 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your webcam is hilarious!
UltimaMage578 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014
pa3kpanda Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the fave!
Yami08 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the fav!! :D
Mishberries Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014
Hey Seeka, Thank you so much for the fave :heart: Really appreciate it!
UltimaMage578 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014
Queen-Kitty Featured By Owner May 20, 2014   Photographer
Thank you for the favorites!  I'm glad you enjoyed them!
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