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Yay more updates!


So anyways, still not sure if I'll be going to that school. It depends, you see...


We here in Tennessee are trendsetters, in a way, because we had the two years of free community college before anyone else. Or at least, as far as I know.

I'm not sure if I can apply to that though, due to a few different reasons. I graduated before it (you know, in 2011. Like a millenia ago. When I wasn't an ancient decrepit beast), I was in college before it was put into action (a state college as well), and I'm not sure whether or not this school qualifies as a technical/vocational school or anything else.

Because stuff involving money can't be easy.


But other than that I'm pretty good. I bought a new game (which I shouldn't have. I've been downloading ROMs like there's no tomorrow). But it just proves that no one should buy stuff at Gamestop until the game is like... five years old. I bought Fire Emblem Awakening. The game is a few years old, it was used, and it was still $35 dollars and they were still selling it new for $40.

Not buying anything popular from Gamestop. like, ever again.


But I've become obsessed with it, mainly because the characters get married and have kids. And those kids can get married.

And not to mention none of the characters really suck, since you can take time away from the main story to level up. Though some of them don't compare to other units in certain ways. Honestly, Ricken isn't the best mage, despite the fact he came with Elwind. Usually the wind mages are death machines. I honestly don't trust Ricken alone.

Also I would like to name awakening the best Fire Emblem game ever.

At least until the Fire Emblem and Digital Devil Saga crossover. Then I may or may not take that back.

As for art, not much has changed. Though I am thinking of doing something a little different.

There was something I was planning on writing for dA, but I think I may publish it. It's still being planned, but I think it would be interesting.

It's about a Satanist investigating how his best friend got demonically possessed. Of course it's filled with religion based drama, horror, and humor. I honestly hope to work in the line:  "Now hurry up and help before I dump holy water into your toilet tank." If I remember correctly, there is a demon who tends to just be sitting on a toilet.


Though I also have an idea for a fantasy book that, for some reason, I imagine studio Ghibli doing. It's about a world where there's no land, just water, and all of mankind lives on boats. And the most popular fairytale is about the end of the world, where there is land, just a large amount of untouched land. I'm thinking about writing that too.


And as I said before, I'm thinking about publishing DYSE, if I ever finish it.

I really am thinking about writing something to be published. I don't need a college degree to be a published author. It just sounds better.
NP: A Ghost Drinking Decay by UltimaMage578
NP: A Ghost Drinking Decay
This is one of only two, TWO, successful pictures I have of a butterfly. And this is really cool looking.

I just love how ghostly and phantom like the butterfly is, and with the flowers being sorta dead around the edges I had to name it this.

No one wants to know how hard it is to take pictures of butterflies.

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ToX: Human Teepo by UltimaMage578
ToX: Human Teepo
I drew this a while ago. Back around when I first got Tales of Xillia. Teepo was one of my favorite characters. He's utterly adorbs and stuff.

Though you can see I obviously screwed up the sweater... tunic... thing. I'm not the best with geometric patterns.

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So anyways an update.


We have run into a few financial issues at my home. Mainly due to the fact we have to pay back taxes and something happened with my dad's medical bills. If my mom can't fix the medical bills, combined we owe something close to $1000.

I would like to remind you in December someone stole my mom's debit card number and used it till we had no money in the bank.


I'm not exactly sure if I'll still be attending that school (they have a three month program which is even better than the six months) because we would have to take out another loan. I mean I would like scholarships, but I don't have the luck to get those things. In Tennessee we have the Hope Scholarship, but the main thing about the Hope Scholarship is that you have to have the best grades in the world to keep it. I'm not good with keeping grades.


I may need to get a job. I don't really know.

I am really fucking unlucky.


I'm hoping the school doesn't cost as much as my college does. I really need to get out of here and I can only do that with a full time job, which I can't do without really anything.


But onto some good news, I think I may start roleplaying again. Though I'm not sure if I can do anything more than one on one. I have a roleplay that that has been on and off since last summer and I feel really guilty about it.


I'm also going to start uploading stuff. Like literally everything I've been keeping. Drawings will be done chronologically. Photography and writing are just going to uploaded.

Hope you guys really enjoy some of this stuff. I'm even uploading my first good pictures of butterflies, who are fucking bitches to take pictures of, honestly. Like trying to get those fuckers to not run away while taking a picture is fucking hard. Which is why I love moths now. They're just as pretty and they don't run away from you.
Okay so let me tell you guys what happened...


Coming out of the closet? Incredibly anticlimatic. My mother fed me the bullshit  of "I've known you were gay since you were born." If you knew that then you wouldn't have been trying to set me up with girls. I would understand if she had known since I was five. When I was five I played with dolls.

I didn't really get to say everything I wanted, and I kind of left many things unsaid. I also never talked about how I wanted to illl myself or how awful my life was.

Though there was one thing that made everything okay.

My mom admitted everything was hers and dad's fault. That the way I felt, how horrible my life is, is their fault. She admitted that.

But like I said, I never got to say everything, like that I like to crossdress or explain any of the drama with my friends. I mean I told stuff was happening but I never got to explain everything.

It doesn't help we had to have our talk outside in the freezing cold because my father probably would've intruded if we were inside. And my mom was just goading me to get on with it and I was just turning into a sopping sobbing mess.

But she admitted everything was her fault. That kind of made everything okay.

But we talked about school once again. Mom was talking about me going back to school, but I thought it'd take like two years or something. But the school has apparently six month programs. I'd be okay with six months. Especially if it'd help me get a job. I'm supposed to check it out today.

I feel just so much better, and my heart feels honestly lighter.

I think if I go to school, I'll be on everyday and I think I could roleplay lightly, though not everyday kind of stuff. Like stuff for FE:BtS.

I'm just happy. Incredibly happy. I feel lighter, and I think I can make it another year.

Though I'm not sure if I can get a cell phone, that may take some convincing. Sorry guys. That was never one of the things I got to talk about.

I would really like to thank my friends for being so supportive of me. My two real life friends, Kat and Britt, and all of you here. Tatty, Reizo/Kitten, Peach, and all of the other who I am two lazy to type out.

And to continue with this happiness, more GIFs.

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http://i.imgur.com/7A34aO4.jpghttp://media.tumblr.com/86199d8a2116d922be42b33a7992d436/tumblr_inline_mjkldtyT7t1qz4rgp.gif
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Yay more updates!


So anyways, still not sure if I'll be going to that school. It depends, you see...


We here in Tennessee are trendsetters, in a way, because we had the two years of free community college before anyone else. Or at least, as far as I know.

I'm not sure if I can apply to that though, due to a few different reasons. I graduated before it (you know, in 2011. Like a millenia ago. When I wasn't an ancient decrepit beast), I was in college before it was put into action (a state college as well), and I'm not sure whether or not this school qualifies as a technical/vocational school or anything else.

Because stuff involving money can't be easy.


But other than that I'm pretty good. I bought a new game (which I shouldn't have. I've been downloading ROMs like there's no tomorrow). But it just proves that no one should buy stuff at Gamestop until the game is like... five years old. I bought Fire Emblem Awakening. The game is a few years old, it was used, and it was still $35 dollars and they were still selling it new for $40.

Not buying anything popular from Gamestop. like, ever again.


But I've become obsessed with it, mainly because the characters get married and have kids. And those kids can get married.

And not to mention none of the characters really suck, since you can take time away from the main story to level up. Though some of them don't compare to other units in certain ways. Honestly, Ricken isn't the best mage, despite the fact he came with Elwind. Usually the wind mages are death machines. I honestly don't trust Ricken alone.

Also I would like to name awakening the best Fire Emblem game ever.

At least until the Fire Emblem and Digital Devil Saga crossover. Then I may or may not take that back.

As for art, not much has changed. Though I am thinking of doing something a little different.

There was something I was planning on writing for dA, but I think I may publish it. It's still being planned, but I think it would be interesting.

It's about a Satanist investigating how his best friend got demonically possessed. Of course it's filled with religion based drama, horror, and humor. I honestly hope to work in the line:  "Now hurry up and help before I dump holy water into your toilet tank." If I remember correctly, there is a demon who tends to just be sitting on a toilet.


Though I also have an idea for a fantasy book that, for some reason, I imagine studio Ghibli doing. It's about a world where there's no land, just water, and all of mankind lives on boats. And the most popular fairytale is about the end of the world, where there is land, just a large amount of untouched land. I'm thinking about writing that too.


And as I said before, I'm thinking about publishing DYSE, if I ever finish it.

I really am thinking about writing something to be published. I don't need a college degree to be a published author. It just sounds better.

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IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014   Writer
Thank you for the favorite. <3 Your webcam made me giggle. c:
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pa3kpanda Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!!
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Your webcam is hilarious!
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Thanks!
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thanks for the fave!
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thanks for the fav!! :D
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Mishberries Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014
Hey Seeka, Thank you so much for the fave :heart: Really appreciate it!
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Welcomes!
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Thank you for the favorites!  I'm glad you enjoyed them!
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Hey there, thank you for faving Too Data-Sexy.  It's much appreciated.
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